new year's realization

a pimple made me realize that i am afraid i am afraid that someone in particular will lose his rose-colored glasses and realize i am not perfection incarnate.

Song of the Day: Good Enough (by Sarah Mclachlan)
So just let me try
And I will be good to you
Just let me try
And I will be there for you

year-end bonus

i am letting go of 2009 with a greatful heart and a smile on my face.

bring it on, 2010.

Song of the Day: Defying Gravity (from the musical "Wicked")
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I am
Defying gravity
I'm flying high
Defying gravity

49th

they bring out the best in me.

Song of the Day: Thank You (by Dido)
My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad