self-destruction

i screwed this up, didn't i?

i think i just destroyed what may possibly the best thing that happened to me.

Song of the Day: Need You Now (by Lady Antebellum)

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one and I'm all alone...

nasan ang liwanag

barely two weeks ago, i had to argue with two customer service representatives from Meralco's "Consumer Care" hotline because of the corporation's inefficiency to give a basic utility service. i was on a deadline. i needed electricity. i had a schedule for a busy weekend. and MERALCO basically screwed it all up.

tonight, i am still on a deadline and again, the power goes out. this is what MERALCO does best. raise their rates, deliver punctual disconnection notices and fail to provide the service their consumers deserve. and their timing is always impeccable. i think they need a little competition. nakakahiya kayo, MERALCO, basic service pa man din kayo. Kung may ibang electric company lang, matagal na akong lumipat. because i don't think there's anything crappier than the service you claim to provide.

unanswered questions

there is one question he refuses to answer. he said it won't change anything if he does.

he said what matters is this very moment.

maybe this is the happiness i've been waiting for.

i'll never know if i never try.

he is silent but deadly. maparaan din pala sya.

Song of the Day: I Hope That I Don't Fall In Love With You (by Tom Waits)

Well the music plays and you display

your heart for me to see,

I had a beer and now I hear

you calling out for me