goodbye, Neverland

today, i have entered the world of deferred payments, interest rates and credit limits.

i have learned RESPONSIBLE purchasing.

the credit card has taught me to control the purchasing power. thank God, i have a wild imagination and i picture any billing statement i might receive when i get the shopping itch.

it's the beginning of the slow cross over the line that separates adulthood and the life of grandpa and grandma's little girl.

i am crossing over to the dark side.

Song of the Day: When I Grow Up (by Garbage)
Blood and blisters
On my fingers
Chaos rules when we're apart
Watch my temper
I go mental
I'll try to be gentle
When I grow up I'll turn the tables
Don't take offense
Better make amends
Rip it all to shreds and let it go

Super Sunday Smackdown

if you insist on ignoring the rules and disrespecting the person who raised you
get the balls to survive on your own.

Song of the Day: Yeah, Whatever (by Splender)
You sit by the phone
With your tongue hanging out
You cradle the flies in the back of your mouth
We don't have to stay friends
Let's pretend to be enemies

Damned if you do
F***ed if you don't
Damned if you do
What if you won't

that old feeling

for random run-ins in parking lots and hallways...
for morning smiles
for simple compliments
and for reminding me of that old feeling
thank you.

Song of the Day: Friday I'm In Love (by The Cure)
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a sheik
Spinning round and round