charlie's angel

the secret to surviving after a breakup (or any other relationship for that matter):


never never put yourself in a position where you're totally dependent on someone else.
always find a way to fill the void.
learn what he/she knows and do it better
so that if/when they leave, you'll barely notice their absence because there will be no void to fill.

Song of the Day: Independent Women (by Destiny's Child)
Tell me how you feel about this
Who would I want if I would wanna live
I worked hard and sacrificed to get what I get
Ladies, it ain't easy bein' independent
Question: How'd you like this knowledge that I brought
Braggin' on that cash that he gave you is to front
If you're gonna brag make sure it's your money you flaunt
Depend on no one else to give you what you want

ghosts

there have been too many hauntings.


i'd rather take on the ghosts of baguio than the one lingering in the aisle between the bleach and detergent.
i ended up purchasing bathroom perfume that i do not need.

Song of the Day: (I Can't Seem To) Make You Mine (by The Clientele)

So I lingered with the people

In the silent August glade

But the rain has brought the night

And the night has brought the rain...

for the first time (a part of 30 things before 30)

i think i may be really a late bloomer.

Song of the Day: Absolutely (Story of a Girl by Nine Days)

How many days in a year 

She woke up with hope but only found fear...

Your clothes never wear as well the next day

Your hair never falls quite the same way...

grade one

i just had to put a sweater on.
then bang my head against the door.

Song of the Day: Songbird (by Fleetwood Mac)

And I wish you all the love in the world

But most of all, I wish it from myself

And the songbirds keep singing like they know the score

And I love you like never before

gene pool

pag magaling, kamag-anak.
pag nagkamali, di naka-mana.


now i know where i got the recessive psycho gene.  hopefully it never has to come out.  
i am stopping myself from unleashing it on its source and let them know they created a monster... just like them. 


it's sad because these are the people i have been taught to call family.

Song of the Day: Girl From The Gutter (by Kina)

For all the times you said "I got your back"

For all the times you stabbed me

For all the times you tried to hurt my pride

For all the pain I held down deep inside

words on cardboard

WILL MARRY FOR KAKANIN.


he asked me to catch him on facebook.


i'd like to catch him. strangle him. take him in my arms and tell him it's all gonna be okay.

Song of the Day: Science & Faith (by The Script)

Having heavy conversations about the furthest constellations of our souls

And we're just trying to find some meaning in the things that we believe in

But we've got some ways to go

Of all of the things she's ever said, she goes and says something that just knocks me dead

You won't find faith or hope down the telescope

You won't find heart and soul in the stars

You can break everything down to chemicals

But you can't explain a love like ours.

dugsh dugsh

one thing i love about my new toy is waking up to an appropriate song.

i just need someone to sing it to me.

Song of the Day: The Man Who Can't Be Moved (by The Script)

Cause maybe one day you'll wake up

And find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder

Where on this earth I could be...