making peace but feeling the fear

after three years, i once again saw the professor that put the worst boom boom into my heart.

i have made my peace but the fear never left me.

i respect him but the mere thought of running into him scares the bejesus out of me.

but i will never forget the lessons he taught me. i owe him a big and long overdue THANK YOU.

Song of the Day: The Heart of the Matter (India Arie)

All the people in your life who've come and gone

They let you down, you know they hurt your pride

Better put it all behind you cause life goes on

You keep carryin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside
I wanna live happily ever after

And my heart is so shattered

But I know it's about forgiveness