how soon is now

i am once more doing a countdown...

of endless days and sleepless nights

of dreams and nightmares

of heartbeats and tears

of promises and reassurances

of aspirations and fears

three more days and it will all be over... whatever over means.

only God can help me now.

Song of the Day: It Ain't Over 'Til It's Over (by Lenny Kravitz)

So many tears I've cried 

So much pain inside 

But, baby, it ain't over 'til it's over