the big decision

i have made an irreversible decision today.

i have decided to go on an agonizing and uncertain wait.  i have turned down an opportunity in a drop of a hat.  i think i got the sign i was waiting for and there is no taking it back.

let's just hope i don't end up banging my head against the wall in frustration and regret.

Song of the Day: Just A Girl (by No Doubt)

I'm just a girl, what's my destiny? 
What I've succumbed to is making me numb