random realization

if we knew each others' secrets, what comforts we could find.

- John Curton Collins

My intuition is on overdrive and like all the other times, I think it's spot on.

Song of the Day: Suspicious Minds (by Elvis Presley)

We can't go on together
With suspicious minds
And we can't build our dreams
On suspicious minds

So, if an old friend I know
Drops by to say hello
Would I still see suspicion in your eyes?

breaking point

every person, no matter how patient or charming, has his or her limit.
i have almost reached mine.
stretch me a little more and i will reach a point
where all the kings horses and all the kings men,
all the forces of nature and higher powers
will never be able to put humpty dumpty back together again.

Song of the Day: Listen (by Collective Soul)

You crucify all honesty

No signs you see do you believe

And all your words just twist and turn

Reviving just to crash and burn

You're fighting till the bitter end

If only your heart could open up

And listen

doors

a lot of doors have been opened for me the past two weeks and i'm not sure which ones will let me through and what i will choose:

door number 1 gives me the chance to be what i never was.

door number 2 gives me the opportunity to be part of a world i have been preparing to join for the past six years.

door number 3 shows me what i am truly passionate about.

door number 4 offers to show me the world.

but there is no door that shows me my future. i have reached a four-pronged fork in the road and i have no idea where to go. maybe i'll just go where the wind blows and hopefully, i'll never have to look back.

according to mom, "kumuha ka ng law degree para maging writer?"

i'm right back where i started before i entered the mad world of law school... an aspiring writer who does not know what to do with her life.

Song of the Day: Change Your Mind (by Sister Hazel)

If you've had enough of all your tryin'

Just give up the state of mind you're in

If you want to be somebody else,

If you're tired of fighting battles with yourself

If you want to be somebody else

Change your mind...

i must be lonely...

for the past week, i've always woken up during witching hour and always excited about something. it's not the emily rose thing where blood drips from somewhere. it's more like anxiety attacks and the feeling that every bone wants to jump out of my body.

yesterday, it was the job interview for a position i really want.

today, it's finally going out and listening to the music i so missed.

i wonder what it'll be tomorrow.

Song of the Day: 3AM (by Matchbox 20)

She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to

And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days, and days

She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway

But outside its stopped raining