i promised there will be minimal reference to the lib affair after the impact caused by the quasi-rockstar but for some odd reason, i found myself staring at an uploaded photograph and it stopped my heart. for five minutes, i was captivated by my kenshin's haircut a la michael douglas in disclosure (coincidentally, my cousin and i were watching it on cinemax, commenting on how few people could pull off that hairstyle). my vision was filled with the flattering effect of a light blue shirt always had on him. made him look like an angel.
the last time my heart skipped a thousand beats was by the stairs leading up to the library-- where it all began.
i am still trying not to think about it. i never said i would succeed but i am hoping that, with a little effort, i will. wherever he is, i wish him happiness. i'm sure he doesn't even have to try to not think of me. it's second nature to him.
Song of the Day: Gravity (by Sara Bareilles)
But you're neither friend nor foe though
I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that
You're keeping me down.
You’re on to me and all over…
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
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