psychoanalysis

Stockholm syndrome is a psychological response sometimes seen in an abducted hostage, in which the hostage shows signs of loyalty to the hostage-taker, regardless of the danger (or at least risk) in which they have been placed.

shirl sent me a message at around 2am saying that she woke up in the middle of the night looking for a law book to read.

yesterday was an actual monday morning that i didn't hate. i woke up and felt guilty about trading in my daily dose of coffee for a cup of hot cocoa with tons and tons of marshmallows. i felt attached to the bar materials that i used to throw against the wall out of frustration. i look for stress now.

my room's gradually getting back its inhabitable state and i wake up without a codal by my side. i have six months of waiting to do and if the bar didn't break me, i keep thinking maybe this one will. everything seems perfect now: no stress, no bar, no cramming. somehow, i can't help feeling that it's wrong and i'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.

Song of the Day: More Than This (by the 10 000 Maniacs)

It was fun for a while

There was no way of knowing

Like dream in the night

Who can say where we're going

No care in the world

Maybe I'm learning

Why the sea on the tide

Has no way of turning