i promised pambie that i will move on and i am trying to. i have been able to function for two hours now and that's not bad.
they say all real pain lasts for exactly 12 minutes from the time it was first inflicted and anything other than that is self-torture. i vow not to torture myself. i think 30 hours is enough to vanquish the memories of an almost lover.
it's time for the ritual. no, i will not burn photos nor will i throw away old messages. i will just keep them without expectations. the night has passed and today is a brand new day.
i will breathe, keep myself busy, say a little prayer and for one last time, bid him goodbye with a "God bless" and "thank you."
Song of the Hour: Bell, Book and Candle (by Eddi Reader)
Just before the thunder roars
I sense you next to me
And as I move through nature
I know where you will be
So I must keep myself apart, here is where I'll stay
With a bell, book and candle to keep your ghost away
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